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Writer's pictureJoni

Day 35: Disordered Chaos


ORDER

was destroying me

so I became

DISORDERED.

ORDER~

controlling everything,

yet controlling nothing

ORDER~

perfectionism at it's best,

nothing out of place.

ORDER~

a full time job

that was all consuming,

so I became

DISORDERED~

everything out of place,

no structure

because

maintaining strict structure

took every ounce of me

so

DISORDER & CHAOS

allowed perfectionism to take a back seat~

but did it really as now I was living with

ORDERED CHAOS?

A way of life

where I took "control"

because

if everything was

in Order

I felt out of place

so I might as well

create my own Chaos

so

DISORDERED I became.

DISORDERED I maintained.

Oh ORDER

OH DISORDER

is controlling nothing~

GOD made sure of that.

HE pursued me in the midst

because I needed

HIM to order my chaos

and that

HE DID

from the moment I looked up.

I kissed

DISORDER

bye bye

as

GOD ORDERED

my life.

GOD'S ORDER~

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;

in all your ways submit to him, & HE will make your paths straight" (Proverbs 3:5-6).

because

GOD IS IN CONTROL

whether I choose to live in order or in disorder.

What Chaos are you creating yourself?

What Order are you creating yourself?

Let's

FAST

from

DISORDER & CHAOS~

whether we are creating it or someone else is

by Surrendering to the

One Who

ORDERS our life

in the midst of

DISORDER & CHAOS

by

"Cast(ing) all your anxiety on HIM because HE cares for you" (I Peter 5:7).

and experience

HIS PERFECT ORDER~

"Peace I leave with you; My [perfect] peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be afraid. [Let My perfect peace calm you in every circumstance and give you courage and strength for every challenge.]" (John 14:27)..


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