I just read the following words and I started to cry and I don't know why
as they were familiar words
and simple words
but it is as if I am reading them for the first time~
TRUST HIM ENTIRELY.
I am still holding back tears
reading this simple basic TRUTH.
And maybe it is because it is so
SIMPLE that I have been complicating it all.
To SURRENDER FULLY
is TRUSTING ENTIRELY,
but I am TRUSTING,
yet not ENTIRELY.
Holding back the tears is my holding back on feeling
what I am not TRUSTING GOD ENTIRELY about.
Can you relate?
It is so easy to say
TRUST GOD
&
WAIT PATIENTLY
&
WATCH EXPECTANTLY
But it is in the doing that gets in the way
when ENTIRELY becomes PARTIAL
because DOUBT takes over because of the question~
Is GOD really working for
GOOD ALL THINGS
for my GOOD?
But then there is the word
that pierces my heart
that follow the word GOOD~
"For the GOOD of those who LOVE HIM" (Romans 8:28)
But I LOVE GOD. But I LOVE JESUS.
But I am LOVING ENTIRELY?
“’Love the LORD your GOD with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind" (Matthew 22:37).
ENTIRELY means ALL.
Yikes.
It ALL makes sense
as I am holding back
the BROKEN parts
of my
HEART
that
I DOUBT
GOD can fill,
even though
HIS SON
came to
HEAL THE BROKENHEARTED.
Now I know why the tears when I read
TRUST ENTIRELY.
Do you TRUST GOD ENTIRELY?
Just writing those words are initiating more tears
as I have to
SURRENDER my ALL
by ENTRUSTING GOD
with the
BROKEN FEELINGS
BROKEN RELATIONSHIPS
&
BROKEN CIRCUMSTANCES
that are taking up
GOD'S space
in my
HEART,
because I am
DOUBTING GOD will fill those spaces.
As I am writing this I can't believe that I am writing this
as this is so very personal,
but I know that I am not the only one.
Well GOD woke me up this morning
with
HIS WORD
to
TRUST HIM ENTIRELY
and now I have to
TRUST HIM ENTIRELY
because
GOD does not lie
and I know that
and I believe that,
so when DOUBT enters in
it is not from my GOD,
because
GOD WILL
WORK FOR GOOD ALL THINGS FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM.
HIS GOOD is what
leads me & leads you
to experience
more of
HIM
because
HE LOVES me
&
HE LOVES you
with
HIS ENTIRE SELF
because that is why
JESUS LOVED us in HIS ENTIRELY
on the CROSS.
Will you TRUST GOD ENTIRELY
in this moment
by
TRUSTING HIM with your ALL~
"Trust in and rely confidently on the LORD with
all your heart, ___________ *(put your name)
And do not rely on your own insight or understanding.
In all your ways, ____________*, know and acknowledge and recognize HIM
And HE will make your paths, ____________*, straight and smooth
[removing obstacles that block your way]" (Proverbs 3:5-6).
The tears are flowing freely now
because
GOD showed up big time into my
HEART
with more of HIM
because
I answered HIS call to
TRUST ENTIRELY
as
"I SURRENDER ALL" (listen to the song below)
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